ColdFireEmpressAzula

Crown Empress of the Fire Nation

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Making Poems by ColdFireEmpressAzula, literature

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Making Poems

Making poems can make you hungry Hungry for the words to people a blank sheet With characters and dots and lines and spaces That strives to be a whole As it fits to weave into one united But fails to fill a gaping hole Making poems in your head can make you hungry And writing it makes you starve all the more As you pour out with your reason All the feelings you keep within your core But like a vampire, it drains you Until you have nothing left to pen But despite this, you crave it And like cocaine you type or scribble Coaxing your sickening soul to create again Making poems can make you hungry For the finer things your person

Choices by ColdFireEmpressAzula, literature

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Choices

Now that you're gone I'm all alone Still hoping that you would come back home Don't care how long but I'm willing to wait 'Cause I'm truly, madly, crazy in-love with you… - Stay; Cueshe Funny how we're still in a game so ill-fated How we managed to get so far and not hate it Always parted by reasons and excuses But always secretly counting our losses It's ironic how we found ourselves beginning A bittersweet romance that began as nothing And how we managed to find our everything In the could-be's wrought from little somethings But could-be is how it would always stand You had my heart then – I held someone else's hand

The Wars We Wage by ColdFireEmpressAzula, literature

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The Wars We Wage

The wars we wage against each other Have driven us slowly, yet inexorably apart Still I quicken at the sound of your breathing Still you possess the whole of my blackened heart The games we play in silence The doubled-edged loving-scorn Has left me hungry and furiously begging Has left me choked with unshed tears and torn In silent corridors that echo the torment of your voice Parted by blood, still, your love has always been my sinful choice We, as one; I drive myself into you deeper than the wounds you've dealt And your willing captive dearest I will it harder, though my scars you've never felt Hands entwined as only lovers do,

For ----. by ColdFireEmpressAzula, literature

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For ----.

And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand And when everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am… - Iris: The Goo Goo Dolls Never likened sadness to something strong Always thought it fragile, always thought it to be wrong Don't know whether I'll keep it all boxed in until the time I'd crack All I know is that because of all

Such a One by ColdFireEmpressAzula, literature

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Such a One

What can I do to be closer to you Than I already am With more than fleeting glances And stolen touches That speak volumes in silence That pervades the soul? How can I let you know that even In your nearness there is this distance That gnaws at my depths Because you are still unreachable though Here in my arms you are? And if I told you it was you I desired Would you cast me aside like a dejected toy And play me for a fool who knows she is falling For something beyond her grasp? Because you are betrothed to another And your heart I can never make mine But what if you could only grasp the fullness Of that want and need all con

One Hundred Days of Summer by ColdFireEmpressAzula, literature

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One Hundred Days of Summer

'I counted one hundred days of summer before she went away. Now I am left bereft and dying within, and I regret not begging her please to stay.' The Diary of Liana de Lioncoeur; 1766 Counting seconds as they tick away Flying past the dying of every little summer day As she says goodbye to her lover, darling, bride That girl who has a thousand somethings to hide Through smiles that hide the pain And eyes that try to see what's good despite disdain. Funny, cause she can see through that girl's shattered heart Free of wiles, false pretenses, smack-dab honest as raw art So that dizzyingly captured the foolish girl can do nothing but fal

Middle-ground by ColdFireEmpressAzula, literature

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Middle-ground

So you come to me live from the edge of dreams As you unwittingly tug and pull at my core from the seams Desiring you then, is it not obvious? alas to that and so much more You must remain oblivious. Sore from thoughts of you and the countless doubts that divide I find you still so distant --- all poetry of mine heart you chide As, flirting with this quickening death I your being so desire contented forcefully and painfully Yet to simply sit afar and admire… And so you unreachable above the firmaments remain Seeing so my goodness, unknowing of my pain Screaming in the emptiness so that the broken voice resounds: 'Whe

Inscrutable Eyes by ColdFireEmpressAzula, literature

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Inscrutable Eyes

If someone said you were like the changing seasons I would probably nod like a bobble-dog head and agree Because you shift your demure disguise from bright to grave Countering sweetness with allure from some deeper well So akin to a gemstone played by light The hundreds of facets tempting to the eye yet Subtle in its fire. Think, observe, approach, away - Inconstant as the moon are your charms. There's a touch of funny in your dash of sweet A little slice of distance in your thoughtful eyes A slight tinge of sadness mixed with a pinch of slyness And a whole list of other inflections between those lines---. If ever there was a myst

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Demons - A Tales of the Dragonborn ficlet by ColdFireEmpressAzula, literature

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Making Poems

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Such a One

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Middle-ground

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Inscrutable Eyes

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May 20
Philippines
Deviant for 15 years
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Current Residence: A crypt (honestly) No rent, no electricity, no water. But full of my books ^_^
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Huh?
Print preference: Um... what?
Favourite genre of music: Neoclassical Darkwave, and anything Gothic ^_^
Favourite photographer: er.... does Louis Daguerre count?
Favourite style of art: Old fashioned ones?
MP3 player of choice: Anything that plays and stores my music.
Shell of choice: I am not a turtle!
Wallpaper of choice: I live in a crypt, hence no wallpaper
Skin of choice: Um... pale-white, ice-cold, and clammy?
Favourite cartoon character: Azula? Hence the name... Bow down to the Empress of the Fire Nation!
Personal Quote: Veritas vos Liberabit

Favourite Visual Artist

Leo Da Vinci! He's my idol!

Favourite Movies

I don't watch movies all that much...

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Evanescence, Dark Sanctuary, Gregorian, Sopor Aeternus, Linkin Park

Favourite Writers

Eddie Poe and Willy Shakespeare! ... Oh, and Annie Rice! My bffs. ^_^

Favourite Games

Final Fantasy, Castlevania, RPGs.

Favourite Gaming Platform

PSX,2, and 3.

Tools of the Trade

My brain, my fingers/hands, my eyes.

Other Interests

Reading, writing, playing the violin, listening to music

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ColdFireEmpressAzula

Jun 4, 2012

Apologies for the absence

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To all my DA Friends, It has been a long time (too long) since last I logged into DA. I have unanswered correspondences and probably some folks who are pissed off at my inability to reply for so long. Please know that I have not ditched you callously. I had only been away due to a prolonged illness, both physically and psychologically and it, along with many pressing concerns over life, survival, and holding on to dear sweet stable sane ground has made me enter into a prolonged convalescence where I had to simply make do with focusing on work and getting my life back on track. Unfortunately, that has not been as easy as a lot of my acquainta

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ColdFireEmpressAzula

Sep 16, 2011

I've got nothing left.

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I want to die right now. What else is there to say? There's no meaning to anything anymore...

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ColdFireEmpressAzula

Aug 20, 2011

Unexpected Happiness

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Yes. Unexpected happiness indeed. Why? Well, allow me to be purely illogical for just this once and say that I am happy not for any stupendous occurrence. I bid nay to finding a very rare book, or to having my girlfriend finally love me wholly and entirely and yadayadayada. NEIN! I'm happy because I got into watching Warehouse 13. It's a SciFi show that just recently aired here (dunno if it's an oldie for you guys), and I saw it on cable (yes, I now have TV!). I loved it so much that when I found a DVD collection of it, I immediately grabbed it along with a portable DVD player. One whole day later, I was squealing like a schoolgirl for H. G W